Monday, March 17, 2008

Lucky? HELL NO!

So, Beta was negative today. I had been preparing myself for the phone call since my POAS was stark white yesterday, but nothing can ever prepare yourself for the call "I am sorry, you are not pregnant". The disappointment and progesterone have produced a wealth of emotions and self pitty today, just glad I am by myself to enjoy it alone. Where do I go now? I don't know who I am anymore much less what to do now. I was told my RE would call tomorrow to discuss recommendations from here, and boy do I have a lot of questions for him. All starting with, WHY?


Lori said...

Oh, Maryanne. I am so sorry.

Holding you in my thoughts today.

Denise said...

Sh*t!!!! I'm sorry.

Man, CCRM really needs one of us in blogland to have a good experience.

Jen said...

I am so very sorry. I wanted you to be my inspiration for a healthy pregnancy following an ectopic.

I hope the doctor gives you the answers you need. And if so, tell us why too!

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry for your loss. Many hugs to you!