Tuesday, March 18, 2008

No call -how rude!

So, I pulled my sleep deprived body to work today and luckily todays weather was beautiful otherwise a snowy, gloomy day would have been unbearable. So, as per nurses instructions on my fated BFN call - Dr. S would call me today early afternoon to discuss things. So, I rearranged a few things so I would not have to break away from new patients to answer "the" call in the afternoon. NO call from him or any nurse. So the hope that got me through work without breaking apart, the hope that would give me some strength to look ahead to trying again, the hope that he had some answers or words of encouragement that things would work for us ...is left hanging on a stupid phone call that was never made or a promise of one that should not have been. All I have to say is the nurse who gets my call tomorrow 1st thing in the morning better be ready for an earful - don't piss off a hormonally adjusted, IF woman who just got the BFN AGAIN, and gets forgotten about because she is not cycling!


Denise said...

Oh my gosh Maryanne. I'm so sorry. And here I am boasting on my post about how Dr. S calls me from vacation. What an ass I am.

Which Dr. S do you see?

To be honest, after a year of dealing with this doctor, this is the first time I really feel like he's paying attention to me.

When you call tomorrow, yell, scream and bring on the tears. The tears always make them feel bad.

Meg said...

I am so sorry Maryanne. I cannot even begin to imagine how this is for you. Especially without the trusty pep talk from you RE. I sure hope that he has called by now and you have some ways to help you put one foot forward.

Hang in there.